I would like to tell you how much I miss you, but I am afraid it would only make it worse. I would like to be there for anything you need, but the truth is that you don´t need me and that I cant be of any help. I would like to think that all I want is you to be happy, but the truth is I want to SEE you happy. I would like to know if you are really ok, but you won't tell me, and I understand it. I just miss how things used to be, I miss my best friend in my life.