IM BACKK xD

Relationships fall and whither because eventually someone stops trying and it doesn’t feel the same. The first couple of months or even years, it may be the best thing you ever wished for, but eventually someone loses feelings, gets busy, or doesn’t even bother to try. You know what? Because they’re comfortable. The beginning is all about the chase. Can you keep up? If you can then you’ll get the hang of it and then you won’t want to try anymore. You aren’t afraid to lose them because they’re yours. Arguing leads to fighting and it just gets worse from there. It all flashes by so fast. So, cherish what you have.

I hate it when I rehearse everything I'm going to say to someone and then when the time comes to tell them, I say something completely different.

 I would like to tell you how much I miss you, but I am afraid it would only make it worse. I would like to be there for anything you need, but the truth is that you don´t need me and that I cant be of any help. I would like to think that all I want is you to be happy, but the truth is I want to SEE you happy. I would like to know if you are really ok, but you won't tell me, and I understand it. I just miss how things used to be, I miss my best friend in my life.

I'd rather lose an argument to you, than to lose you over an argument.

I hate when I'm alone because then I start thinking about everything. I think about all the problems I am too weak to face and all the things that happened in my past, good or bad. I look back at memories and wish they were happening now. I create those 'what ifs' in my head and then I get myself all worried over things that probably won't happen. Most of the time I am so upset because I make myself that way. I hate it.

first love

i just want you to know, i still think about you.